I'm not really sure where to even start. But the one thing I quickly learned when I first started to journal was just write...and the beginning will begin. I've been kinda m.i.a this week from my blogging. My absence has been due to a combination of things but in a quick synopsis of how it's all personally felt out...frustrated, poor, and a loser. Not exactly what you would call a feel good time. However, one can only wallow in self-pity for a brief period of time. Enough was enough...I decided it was time for me to write a little and write out my pity. After all, the only person accountable for your attitude is yourself and I needed to change my attitude!
I logged into my blogger account and began to scroll through some of my fellow bloggers' posts. I saw that my girl had posted something new, so of course I had to take a peek. Words can't truly begin to express the impact her words had.
It's been nearly 2 years of personal trials and tribulations saturated with more failures than successes, more disappointments than discoveries, more endings than beginnings, and more painful tears than joyous ones. Until tonight, my recent, abrupt past felt overwhelmingly like a disappointment, an ending, all and all a huge failure; every reminiscent flooded with painful tears. But for the first time tonight, my heart smiled and wept joyous tears about that all too fleeting past.
"God has not called us to see through each other, but to see each other through."
Thank you for seeing me through...
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